the-blobfish: You are thinking about getting rid of your blog eh? Well it shall be missed if you do, (and I'll miss a follower too haha) just make sure you don't leave tumblr all together and be sure to tell me what your new URL is ;)
I do :) But I don’t leave tumblr, I leave everything that’s related to pale blogs. You know (well, maybe you don’t care but I’m gonna tell you this anyway :) ), to see the same pictures over and over again is boring, sure, but I also realized that I got triggered by texts and pictures here. When I have a shitty day, I like to be on Tumblr and just forget about it but all I can see here triggers me (self harm pictures, texts and quotes about pain, sadness and death) and I don’t want to deal with this anymore. I know that people need to talk, and feel helped and listened, and I completely respect that. I know what it is to be alone all the fucking time and to know that you can’t count on anybody but yourself. I live with this burden everyday. I’m glad to read people helping each other here even if they don’t know each other. But I can’t deal with the things I’ve said above.
If anyone reads this, I hope I wasn’t offensive or anything because I didn’t mean to be. I wish you guys will get better one day, will smile again, will feel loved and the most important : will love yourself. And that’s a thing I think with all my heart ! Keep talking to people here, don’t keep any bad thoughts for yourself -